Wednesday, August 10, 2022

My Invisible Touch

 


I had pizza for lunch at a place I've been going to since 1987.

They finally changed their name after all these years and apparently have a second location a few minutes away.

Still, the guy running my credit card is one of the same faces I've seen since I was in college. So I'm guessing there were some retirements or splitting of assets or something.

Regardless, I had two slices of their pizza that is still among my favorites. Pretty remarkable given I've rarely had it fresh.

But that's not why I'm writing. Nor am I writing to say how I enjoyed a lovely drive up along the Hudson Rivera as I prepared to return my loaner car.

Oh, Fran, you shifty (not really) salesman. You knew that letting me drive that loaner would be a way to get me as a customer. But, the truth is, you already had me.

I told him that. 

For now, I got my own Nissan back and hit the road for Dutchess Stadium.

That is, I did after motoring along NY Route 100.

Then I hooked up with 9A.

No Taconic Parkway today because of road work that I saw the day before that reduced traffic to one lane.

And, well, I don't play nicely. I exited the TSP and used a few maneuvers. Not quite as suave as Han Solo, I suppose, but most people wouldn't know the sneaky little way I got around the traffic. Good old ancient bridges across the reservoir.

I'm all over the place. So, where was I?

Oh, that's right. Route 9A. Then US 9. Well, 9/6/202. Then, US 9 to NY 403 to 9D...

The towns flashed by. Ossining and Croton-on-Hudson and Peekskill (birthplace of a few of us) and Garrison and Cold Spring, then through the cool tunnel on the Putnam/Dutchess County under Breakneck Ridge.

Onto Beacon before I even passed Dutchess Stadium. So, we'd be back there.

I stopped for a much-needed beverage. Oh, yeah, remember the pizza? I didn't get a drink with the pizza. So, now I needed a coffee and a cold drink. A water would do.

Dunkin (sorry, they're still Donuts to me) to the rescue. Now, I'm not a big drive-thru guy. Just one of my quirks. So, I walked in and scooped up a waiting bottle of water from the fridge.

Then I stood at the register to order the coffee.

Oh, I heard voices.

I even saw faces.

Funny thing, though, they didn't see me.

Perhaps I'm invisible. 

Another man came in and stood on line behind me. He had a Yankees shirt on with a big white NY on the field of navy.

We waited. I cleared my throat. Sure, that'll show them. They'll hear me now!

Nothing. I could spy them glancing at their phones and giving beverage concoctions to the people at the drive-thru.

Yet they simply refused to look at the counter.

I even laughed out loud. To be honest, I was amused. Literally, nobody saw us.

Yes, despite my amusal and my willingness to wait this drama out, Mr. Yankes Shirt wasn't having it.

"Nobody's coming over?" he asked.

"No," I said with a laugh.

We hear about it all the time. Good help is hard to find. There are supply chain issues and so on.

He walked away, went to the opposite end of the counter, and bellowed into the back.

"Is anyone working at the counter? We've been waiting up here."

It wasn't rude. it was terse. Maybe even slightly disgusted. But it wasn't rude.

He just wanted his coffee and to get on his way.

I was just in no rush, but a nice lady walked over. Personally, I feared that she would spit in my hot coffee with cream and sugar. Alas, no issues.

At least I don't think so.

I paid, smiled, and laughed as I departed.

I went back to the road in my loaned Nissan. 

A few more wasted minutes with the sunroof and the excellent acceleration.

A little more time with the bells and whistles.

Then, back to the reality of my own car before going to the ballpark.

That had its own stories to tell but they can wait.

The water was quickly consumed. 

The coffee was soon gone also after a leisurely stroll.

Eventually, I returned home.

Game over.

Day over.

Night over.

And the Dunkin (Donuts) closed.

Their staff is home also.

More in-house customers to address tomorrow, I suppose.

Tuesday, August 09, 2022

Tuesday. That is All.

My wheels for the night. Sort of looks like what I currently have

So, yes, I wasted my breath last night.

With that, I should probably retire from political writing and never speak of politics again.

A post meant to be about peace and common sense had the impact of...well...it had no impact at all.

Nothing changed. Nothing. If anything, things got worse, I suppose.

We lack any ability to have civil discourse.

Therefore, I give up. Orange Man, bad. Biden, bad. Everything. Everyone. Bad.

Worst of all? Me. I'm bad because I try to be fair.

So, go on.

Keep posting your memes and other nonsense.

Keep hating.

No, I'm not surprised, to be clear.

It's just a bummer.

I try hard to be a rational, balanced voice of reason. I try to not offer any biases (and, yeah, some of you are going to say "Yankees" but so be it. I won't be able to change your mind.)

But it's disheartening.

I'll focus on the good of the day despite the insane heat.

It was 91 degrees in my apartment when I walked in.

Oh, and my electric bill went UP after I specifically backed OFF using electricity last month. If it is about the water heater, well, then I'm really failing because I took warm showers (at best), did laundry in cold water and washed dishes, shaved, etc, with a general aversion towards hot water.

I'm honestly almost considering a shutdown of a lot of stuff to see if things change though I doubt that's possible.

So, what gives? (Serious replies only. No, really, No snark. OK thanks.)

Fran. The Man.

And my car is now in the shop but let's take that as a good thing because the great Fran Pomarico gave me a Nissan Altima to use tonight that brought me joy as I came home from Dutchess County. I could drive that all the way down to North Carolina next week. It drives so nicely.

I'm grateful for Fran, Danny, and the team at Poughkeepsie Nissan. 

It was also nice to be back at Dutchess Stadium tonight. I'm always happy to see Sean but also happy to laugh with my friends there. Yeah, I goofed up a few times and that annoyed me but I'll be better.

Oh, and the booth was savage with a couple of proper digs at yours truly but I'll keep those to myself. All in good fun and well-played.

I also snuck in a Vin Scully reference without anyone noticing. Going slightly off-script, I welcomed everyone by saying "a very pleasant good evening." I might try to thread that in more moving forward without it hopefully being hokey.

Just a tip of the microphone, I guess.

I'll think about it.


Also, a nod to Olivia Newton-John. She was more than Sandy. She was Physical and Magic and took us to our own Xanadu. When asking the question, "Have You Never Been Mellow?" the correct answer became yes, for sure. 

Because yesterday, we were all mellow with her passing. Literally, nobody ever said a bad word about her.

Her music became passé, I suppose because tastes change. The 80s ultimately did that to a lot of people. That doesn't mean there wasn't universal love for her.

Because there was. 

So, fear not. Nobody will play B-17 moving forward for sure.

Much respect to her and condolences to her loved ones.

Monday, August 08, 2022

Time to Repeat Myself

 



Seems Donald Trump is in some kind of trouble.

Again.

In this case, the FBI executed a search warrant at Mar-a-Lago.

And, as usual, tHe SmArT pEoPlE are posting about it.

This is how it works, right?

Well, I'm here to tell you that you're not helping things.

Democrats are supposedly the party that wants peace and love and yada yada so instead of posting tireless memes and wRiTiNg like that, maybe shut up and do something helpful.

Oh, the same goes for you, GOP. I'm very equal opportunity when it comes to this.

Trump is no longer president. I realize he's still in the news but, after a while, you can't but help think you have a bit of an obsession.

See, social media is supposed to be about pictures of our kids and reconnecting with old friends and making new friends, and so on.

It's not supposed to be about enabling idiots.

And, yet ...

The simple question is: who are you helping with the Trump posts?

Who are you helping with the anti-Biden stuff?

The president doesn't set gas prices. He doesn't raise him. He doesn't lower them. However, as Harry S. Truman once said, "The buck stops here." So, if you want to give President Biden credit for raising prices then you have to knock him when he lowers them.

It's called being fair (crazy concept, I know) but this is how it works.

Personally, I'd rather see him go after the corrupt oil execs who are inflating the prices (though they are currently on the decline) but what do I know?

Correct. I know nothing.

This is sadly a topic that I've written about before. Things happen in politics and idiots fan the flames. 

And enablers like the posts.

Oh, and I'll say it again: those of us in the media shouldn't be posting/retweeting such things. Perhaps that's a little "stay in your lane-ish" of me but it's how I feel. I mostly keep my thoughts (and prayers, ha) out of what I post. It sets one up to appear to have an agenda, even if they don't.

I don't think it's a good look. But, again, I know nothing.

As I've said before, we're a damaged lot lacking the ability to have civil discourse.

I've got news for you: this didn't start with DJ Trump. This is a snowball that's been building for years and any rational person with a brain can see it.

Yet, those who are so "peace-loving" just keep posting malevolent horse hockey every chance they get.

Just. Why?

Most of the memes aren't funny. They don't help.

The snide comments don't help.

None of it helps.

And those of you liking it aren't helping either.

I'm not one of those who buys into the "RT/Likes do not equal endorsements." While I get that it's a disclaimer, it's generally a fact that if I put my mouse behind something then I do support it. Thus, an endorsement.

But keep in mind it just feeds trolls. That's something else I've tried to say here for years.

I beg of you, friends. Please think about this stuff. Friendships are collapsing over these kinds of things. Families are being ripped apart. And we are continuing down a bad path as a country.

My father used to say do not discuss politics, religion, and money in certain circumstances and social settings. That seems like a pretty good rule of thumb, even all these years later.

I realize this post will be lightly read and mostly ignored.

So, cArRy On, I guess.

Sad.

Sunday, August 07, 2022

The Upcoming Week

 

Might be driving under this in the near future

As I'm simply too hot and too burned out, I thought I'd just look into the future.

There are no broadcasts this week. Let's start there. I realize I'll be back at it in early September (or even late August)* but I'm seriously yearning for a game to call. Especially baseball.

* OK, a short time back I wrote about the fall plan for sports coverage. Well, a few things are unconfirmed and I'll be the first to admit that's got me a bit ticked off since a few teams would like my services for football. However, I think I'm OK to announce that I'll be back with Brunswick this fall for sure. This will be the sixth season (not counting 2020 though that would have been true) where I'll be the primary Bruins football broadcaster. I should also be able to lock in on some soccer as well. 

Last year, I made a deal for Greenwich High School games to be heard on Robcasting. We have to work that out still. I won't name any other teams for now but I'll say that it's nice to be wanted. I keep saying I (and Chris Erway) will go where I'm (we're) wanted.

I'll be at Dutchess Stadium a lot this week, including a few nights as the co-public address announcer with Rick Zolzer. I keep getting asked about being back with the Renegades so let me see if I can explain it again. Basically, Zolz does the on-field stuff and, when I'm there, I do the "booth" stuff, such as many of the sponsor reads along with the introductions of the players when they're at bat. 

I also play along a bit with Zolz. 

So, why, you ask? Well, first of all, the team asked. But Sean still works there, so I get time with him. Lori -- my cousin by marriage, I suppose -- is there also, and I get to see her. It can be a family affair as well as getting to be with friends and people I wouldn't normally see. Yes, the ride is a beast -- roughly 120 miles for each game total -- but it brings me back to the Hudson Valley and keeps me in baseball.

I see the positives. That's why I do it. I also know this won't stop the questions but I'm trying.

I'm getting some car work done this week. Oh, I realize you don't need to know that but you do need to know that I'm extremely particular about car stuff. I trust almost no one when it comes to cars (I've been burned many times) so trust me when I say that putting my faith in the hands of Fran Pomarico at Poughkeepsie Nissan is a huge deal. Fran is my friend who had my back for some stuff (like taking steps that virtually nobody else would take) and he told me to bring my car there. So, it will be there.

Yes, you can say that was an #ad except Fran doesn't even know that I was going to do this and he's never asked me to do this. I don't even know if he's aware of this blog thing.

Also this week, I might be sporting a new look as it was time to update my spectacles. While I hate wearing glasses they are simply a reality for me. I take mine off all the time (including now) but I know I need them. I wore contacts for years but heard "I look better in glasses" (apparently it's a "professor" look). I also moved into wearing progressive lenses.

But, yeah, if you ever noticed, I almost always take my glasses off when I get somewhere. Just a habit. Thus, I bought a couple of pairs.

Oh, and Costco gave me a deal. That doesn't mean I didn't have some sticker shock. Wow.

I still haven't figured out the electric bill issue but it's OK. In talking with people I know, they think something is still, pardon the pun, off (oh, heh, on, amirite?). Sure, so much of the apartment is electric but we'll figure it out over time. Or we won't. Either way, we're still pretty happy here and we'll make other adjustments (looking at you, Verizon, and your obscene TV prices).

So, yeah, I'll probably be fighting with Verizon and SiriusXM and insurance issues related to my late mother (they think she still has a car nearly two years later after I called and canceled it).

A travel plan is in place that is pure "Rob and Sean"

The week ahead will also bring on preparing to run away for a summer vacation finally. Cooperstown happened because I'd been yelled at about going for months. Then, the urge hit. Shame on me for hesitating. I worried about the car. I worried about the money.

Obviously, we had a great day.

I need to stop worrying. I need to stop waiting. Life is too short.

So, we'll go away, hitting South Carolina, North Carolina, (Richmond?), and Philadelphia before it's over. Sean is comfortable with this and that matters. It also matters that we can embrace doing this before he starts really doing stuff without me.

But I also have to be good to myself. I can't keep waiting. It might be time to carve my own path even if I don't want to.

To quote a song I once used for a eulogy: "There's too many places I've got to see."

I don't want to be a "Free Bird" necessarily. 

But the road -- the world -- awaits.

Summer will, in many ways, almost wrap up after we finish vacation. Sean will start college and I'll dig into football. The weather will remain warm but thoughts will turn to Oktoberfest and Halloween and even The Big E (it's been years).

Let's enjoy every last moment of summer, 2022, even despite the heat.

Life keeps moving pretty fast.

I don't want to miss it.

Saturday, August 06, 2022

The Aura of Oniontown

 

Photo: Doug Kerr on Wikipedia

I don't get many comments about this blog on Blogger or WordPress. I do get comments on Facebook and, occasionally, Twitter.

But, once in a while, a Blogger comment can be found. Such as earlier today.

And it went back in time. Fourteen years, to be exact.

The most read post in the history of "Exit 55" by far is "Oniontown Ouch." In short, it was about the mysterious hamlet outside of Dover Plains, NY that I have known of since I was a little boy. It was further about a handful of knuckleheads from Mahopac (hanging my head in shame) who went to Oniontown looking for trouble. 

They found it, as they mocked residents. And the residents fought back.

"Oniontown Ouch" is also probably the most commented-on post in the history of the bloggity blog as well.

Oniontown has long baffled such urban mythbusters. The residents don't give interviews or even want any attention. In short, they want to live their lives, come and go as they please, and be left alone.

Huh. What a concept!

Googling Oniontown doesn't produce a lot other than people who spurt out a lot of rumors and nonsense. I'm not going to give any of them publicity. Sadly, I clicked on a couple of them because I'm an idiot and thought they might be something worth watching. Instead, no.

But I did read a thoughtful piece from the Albany "Times-Union" written by Tom Gogola earlier this year.

I also watched this video that I thought was very fair in its approach.

Additionally, there is this collection of stark photographs taken by Nadia Shira Cohen, to go along with this 2012 story from Aaron Lake Smith on Vice.

I submit each of those so you can look for yourself.

A look through the trees on New York Route 22 (Google Street View)

I was raised to respect Oniontown but heard the stories and rumors. My grandmother, aunt, and cousins lived basically within site of the small, wooded area across New York Route 22. You can almost see some of Oniontown from the state highway but, beyond that, traffic speeds by as it heads from its urban beginnings in The Bronx up to its terminus not far from the Canadian border. 

As such, the turnoff to Oniontown is just another road. It starts as a paved road before reaching a "No Trespassing" sign. At that point, what more is there to say?

Why bother those people? Because you can?

My family and others knew people back in there (keep in mind this was decades ago). They were described as exactly what I thought: hard-working and looking for peace.

And so that's what they'll get from here. They'll get respect.

Fourteen years later, after that first post, after those first idiots embarrassed my Putnam County hometown (not Westchester County, as described in the "Times-Union" story) Oniontown continues to fascinate.

Some mysteries should remain just that.

Leave the rest of it to the scriptwriters.

Friday, August 05, 2022

The Good Church of Baseball


 

I was pretty excited the first time I went to the National Baseball Hall of Fame and Museum.

I dressed myself that morning.

I was five.

Now, I probably had no real concept of what the Hall of Fame was. I was becoming a baseball-mad kid having been to my first game in 1972 (Bobby Murcer homered. That bond was sealed) and another in '73 before the Yankees left The Bronx to play at Shea Stadium for two years.

The last part of that sentence still raises hives. Bobby Murcer's power disappears in cavernous Shea and he was a former Yankee that October. But I'm getting ahead of myself.

With Mickey Mantle and Whitey Ford both being inducted to Cooperstown's hallowed gallery that summer, the time was ripe for Dad to take us all to central New York.

So, yeah, I dressed myself. I have no doubt my mother dutifully laid out clothes and lovingly told me to get ready to leave. In grand Adams style, we were on the road early, thus adding to the moment.

Sometime later, I was helped to the restroom when it was discovered that I put my clothes on ...

...

Over my pajamas.

Baseball pajamas, of course.

Oh, my day was further memorable because I wanted a mini baseball bat from the souvenir shop. But, specifically, I wanted a Yankees bat. So that's what was requested.

What was received was a National Baseball Hall of Fame mini bat with a small Yankees pennant. No mini Yankees bat existed in Cooperstown, NY in the summer of 1974.

I was initially crestfallen. Then, I got over it.

I've visited the Hall so many times since then, often proudly as a tour guide for friends and family and most proudly when I first took Sean there in May 2012.

Not sure if he would appreciate it or, worse, get bored, we apprehensively drove there before having an absolutely glorious day in a largely empty Cooperstown. The high season of the small village is from Memorial Day to Labor Day. On this Saturday, it was peaceful and bucolic.

Its baseball theme has grown over the years. Initially, it was established as a myth, and, to that end, it's now basically the honorary home of baseball. There were few baseball shops along Main St. in 1974 but that number grew over time.

In fact, lunch in '74 was at a coffee shop in a Woolworth-style five-and-dime store.

The Hall has expanded since then. I suppose we've all expanded and changed since then. 

But some things haven't changed, such as the arguments. Sure, it was Mays and Mantle or Ruth and Foxx at one time. Perhaps it was Bench and Munson in our 1971 Impala as we slogged along New York Route 28 out of Kingston.

We are we kidding? We were a Munson family, though my mom liked Johnny Bench.

In that regard, time stops. That's not a longing for the past. That's just meaning some things are timeless.

We can growl at the plaque of Harold Baines, a fine man and player who is in the Hall as a result of cronyism, just as easily as I can snarl at any one of a number of questionable choices.

But it's one of my favorite places. Period.

It's flawed. So flawed.

But it's my church.

*****


I wrote all of the above before I got in the car this morning, just in case I didn't have time in the evening. As I write now, I've just completed a 410 mile round trip drive to and from Cooperstown. 

For Sean, it was his second visit, making good on a promise we'd made some time ago. For me, it's somewhere around 13 trips though I'm not sure I've ever truly kept count.

The impetus -- not surprising -- was Vin Scully passing on Tuesday night. As I watched the coverage Wednesday morning, I thought about ordering a Vin t-shirt from Baseballism, which has a line of Scully items. 

Wait, I thought. Why pay for shipping when there's a Baseballism store in Cooperstown?

Best laid plans.  They had none in the store. Literally.

"He strikes out swinging," Vin might have said. Or not.

In truth, I came home with no souvenirs at all. Sean chided me for hats ("you do have a lot" -- he's not wrong). I suppose that's a surprise but, then again, the memories of today will more than suffice.

Of breakfast here in Greenwich and the drive up the Taconic Parkway.

Of the two interviews -- one with Tony Savino on WGCH and one with "Melissa in the Morning" on WICC. 

Of the Taconic and routes 82 and 23 and 145 (and lots of 145) and 7 and 10 and 165 and 166 and some unique side roads.

Of the stores that were open and those that seem to be closed for good sadly.

Of the museum. The exhibits. The legends. The plaques.


Of a moment at the display for the Ford C. Frick Award where Vin is recognized. It was like pausing for a moment of silence before Sean allowed me to babble on about those announcers and why they matter.

Of a great lunch with wings and fries and a frosty beverage on a hot day for Dad. And toasting a great day.

Of the drive back and dodging rain storms along route 28 to I-88 to route 8 to 17 to 6 to 9 and 9A before getting back to the Taconic.

Of being home safely and deciding we should make it a Father's Day tradition moving forward.

Memories. Laughs. And even a loving pat on the back as we began to leave.

"It's OK," Sean said. "We can always come back."

Yes, we can. In truth, it was probably too crowded today anyway. But there were stolen moments, like at Doubleday Field, where I relived getting to broadcast a game on HAN back in 2015. It was, frankly, a bucket list day that I treasure.

"Everyone STOP and help me find the power strips!"
The quote that hangs over Cooperstown seven years later.

But we also drove to the parking lot of the famed Otesaga Hotel and laughed about the story of missing power strips from that same trip. Sean wasn't even there but we have laughed about it every since.

I can't possibly sum it all up but the joy of a day like this is the joy of sports.

Especially baseball. 

That little kid with his baseball pajamas hidden under his clothes on that August day in 1974 walked with his dad through that museum. 

Those same stories can be relayed through generations in the same place 48 years later.

Those stories stretch from 1974 to 1980, when I bought a Pirates hat with "Stargell Stars." I explained all of that to Sean today.

To 1983. To 1987 and 1988 and 1991. 

And more visits into the 21st century until it was Sean's turn to visit Cooperstown for that first time.

Then that last visit -- broadcast included -- in 2015.

Memories. Stories. Laughs. Baseball.

It's priceless.

The power of memory and our grand game.

The power of a father/son bond.

Please note that I wore a Bobby Murcer retro 1973 Yankees jersey, a blue t-shirt, and camouflage cargo shorts today. No pajama bottoms were present.

Thursday, August 04, 2022

A Very Pleasant Thursday To You Wherever You May Be

 

NY Times photo

The next day.

I'm sitting on my balcony, sipping coffee, and enjoying a cool breeze before the hot temperature takes over.

The heat index has 100 marked for later.

But, for now, Metro-North strolls by on a 9:32 train bound for New Haven.

Traffic on I-95 whizzes past, heading towards New York, Philadelphia, DC, and beyond.

It's looking likely I'll soon do that drive also. I didn't think North Carolina was in the plan this year but life throws you curves.

Most of all, thoughts still flash to Mr. Scully. I know, of course, "Vin."

I didn't watch that much of the coverage. I saw a few things, like Michael Kay paraphrasing Vin to open the Yankees/Mariners game and the wonderful thoughts of Gary Cohen and Keith Hernandez on the Mets broadcast.

I've read some things but then I also wind up being a fact checker, such as the story that said Vin was 23 when he called his first World Series (he was 25) or that he lived in Brooklyn growing up (it was Washington Heights, in Manhattan).


To some, it's "get over it" but I don't mind telling you yesterday was a profoundly sad day. To be clear, I was a fully functional, but sad, individual. Sean and I went out and grabbed lunch and life very much went on.

I know someone who would always say, "Why do people get upset over celebrities? They put their pants on the same way I do." Then again, there are myriad jealousy issues there.

He could never understand the outpouring of grief over John Lennon or Elvis. He certainly wouldn't understand it for "some broadcaster."

I'm sure many a colleague and student wanted me to shut up about Vin as well at one time or another. But I didn't and here we are.

On a personal note, I was touched by those who reached out and said to keep Vin's name aloft. To keep telling the stories, play the audio, and be a disciple of his school of broadcasting. I will do all of that.

I tried hard yesterday to not yell and scream about those who are an embarrassment to his memory. Instead, I took a road so high it gave me a bloody nose and leaned on a few people when I needed to vent.

I'll tell you this: Chris Erway should have to do a podcast episode soon with me. Tell him that yourself. It would be therapeutic for both of us.

But also thanks to Susan and Shawn and Mike and Marc and Harold and AJ and Jake and Eric and JK and Paul and others who propped me up, let me vent, and helped make something of the day.

And to Sean, who found out without me telling him (I couldn't bring myself to do so) and made sure to come check on me. That gives me hope.

Los Angeles City Hall lit up in Dodger Blue to honor Vin Scully
(Ted Sqoui Photo on Twitter)

Yesterday's "Doubleheader" went mostly as I had hoped, except for one thing: I had too much audio. 

Too many memories.

Too many thoughts.

I went to the WGCH studio with the hope of taking phone calls but, quickly, I knew I wouldn't have time.

Susan suggested a second part and, while I liked it, I might not get back on the radio again before Monday. I have an eye appointment today and a possible plan for tomorrow.

Then it hit me. This was the opportunity to do a podcast. One that I so needed.

So, if you'd be so kind as to listen, I took the audio of "Doubleheader" and dropped it into a file. I edited just a few things, such as a hiccup when I played something from the 1981 World Series and cleaned out the commercials. Heck, if I had it my way, yesterday's radio show would have been commercial-free.

But I also didn't say to Bob Small why I was in the studio or how the show was so important to me. If I'm being honest, I got a little embarrassed at times. I was grateful for Tony Savino asking me to come on WGCH yesterday morning but I also knew how raw I was. Tony later called it "powerful and heartfelt."

So I did a small cleaning on the radio audio. Then I pressed record and just started. I stopped at moments where I thought I could record better but, overall, what is heard in that show is as-is. Raw. Unrehearsed. Mostly unedited.

I didn't worry about quality or perfection, which seems counterintuitive from everything I learned from Vin and just how I am.

But I wanted it to be unpolished.

And it is.

And, overall, I'm not embarrassed about my emotions though I'm sure a few are mocking me.

Like you, I've known loss. Both parents. Friends. Relationships. Divorce. Family members. Loved ones. Some losses were deaths. They were physical losses. Others weren't.

Yesterday was a loss. Of a mentor. An icon. 

A good broadcaster makes you feel like you're part of the conversation. I've tried to do that in every booth I've ever been in. I want you to feel engaged in the game but I also want you to laugh and think and feel the action.

Maybe, sometimes, even strike a tear.

Vin Scully did that and, often in the loneliness of youth or adulthood, while sitting in my bedroom in Mahopac or driving through the dark roads of Somers, he'd keep me company with a story about Pearl Harbor or Babe Ruth or Jackie Robinson or The Beatles.

Then he'd slide back to talking about Andre Ethier or Fernando or Steve Finley or Yasmani Grandal.

I had Sirius XM just so I could have those precious three innings when he was simulcast. Paul Silverfarb gave me access to the MLB package so I could listen and watch games and I added a Google Chromecast so I could project them off my iPad and onto my TV.

Yeah. He put his pants on the same as me. But, like Bruce Dickinson in the famous "More Cowbell" sketch, Vin made gold.

And we all enjoyed it.

If you're here and you enjoy it, well, more memories and stories will flow. If not, I get it.

I wish you all a very pleasant good afternoon.

Wednesday, August 03, 2022

The GOAT

 

After his friend, John Wooden, died, 2010

I knew this day was coming.

Heck, I knew it a few weeks back at the All-Star Game. It was obvious. The silence was too deafening.

Much like they do in news, writing obituaries before a celebrity has passed, I had considered pre-recording an episode of "Doubleheader" to prepare for this day. 

We've lost, simply, the greatest to ever do it.

Vincent Edward Scully has died at the age of 94.

*****

It was just yesterday that I was talking about him. Oh, come on, I talked about him every day. Greatness permeates in that way. I was teaching my students at Connecticut School of Broadcasting about his brilliance. 

"Listen to that crowd noise," I told them, talking about Al Michaels's "Miracle" call of the 1980 Olympics. "Al was a disciple of Vin Scully."

And then all I could do was play Kirk Gibson's 1988 World Series home run.

"High fly ball into right field," Scully intoned in that sing-song way of his. "She is...GONE!"

Then? He said nothing. 

The roar of the crowd filled the air. That roar that he learned to love while sitting under the giant radio in his family's Washington Heights apartment in New York.

He loved that crowd noise. He let Harry Coyle's incredible direction take care as Gibson rounded the bases. The shots of the Dodger Stadium bedlam. Even the brake lights of the car driving out of the parking lot.

The bewildered look on the faces of the Oakland Athletics players who had just lost.

And then, the poet -- born in the Bronx, raised in Manhattan -- spoke:

"In a year that has been so improbable, the IMPOSSIBLE has happened."

Perfect. That was Vin.

*****

Oh, perfection. That was part of the story.

Twenty-seven up. Twenty-seven down.

That was Sandy Koufax.

But that was Vin, who had the smarts to have his engineer start recording the ninth inning of a ballgame on Sept 9, 1965.

Dodgers 1, Cubs 0.

And Koufax, in his "spine-tingling moment" was working on his fourth no-hitter. Except now it had been 24 consecutive batters retired.

Three to go.

And, again, there was poetry.

Vin reset by giving the defense. Then, he gave the attendance.

"And there's 29,000 people in the ballpark and a million butterflies." He took a beat. "Twenty-nine thousand, one hundred and thirty-nine paid."

I've spoken so many words about this night. A night that was only on radio. Only a few still photos exist. No TV. A night in which Scully asked for the recording to be able to give it to Koufax should Sandy complete the perfect game.

That's why he gave the time throughout.

"It's 9:46 p.m. Two and two to Harvey Kuenn. One strike away. Sandy into his windup. Here's the pitch."

Koufax delivered immortality.

"Swung on and missed a perfect game!"

As with Gibson, that was about as high as Scully would go in his register. He didn't need to scream. He didn't need to break out some witty pop culture reference. He didn't need to exaggerate.

He needed to report. Inform. Elaborate. And, perhaps, entertain.

But in this moment, nothing further was needed. Koufax was perfect. 

So was Vin.

Literally, every student of mine has had to listen to those eight minutes and thirty-four seconds.

To understand that's how you do it.

*****

He understood the majesty and magnitude of every moment.

Three versions of Hank Aaron's 715th home run exist. Milo Hamilton -- who had it written in his contract that he had to be on mic for Aaron's record-breaking shot -- on the Braves broadcast. Curt Gowdy, there doing TV with NBC on the national broadcast.

And Vin, on the Dodgers radio network.

Vin, of course, schooled them all.

Not forgotten in the fuss of the moment was how Vin reminded listeners that Aaron was the tying run in the game. The game. Always remember the game.

Al Downing, pitching for the Dodgers, delivered a low pitch and the crowd booed.

"Al has to ignore the sound effects," Vin said. "And stay a professional and pitch his game."

Who has the presence of mind to say such a thing?

And then?

"One ball and no strikes. Aaron waiting. The outfield deep and straight away. Fastball..."

Aaron swung.

"Ther's a high drive into deep left center field. Buckner goes back...to the fence...it is gone."

He's just called -- arguably -- the most important home run in history. Certainly the most important socially. And yet? Instead of yelling and making it about him, he actually changed his tenor. 

Almost as if he wanted to just disappear along with the ball, recognizing the moment wasn't about him.

In fact, he did disappear, going a getting a drink of water.

Why? 

Crowd noise.

Then?

"What a marvelous moment for baseball. What a marvelous moment for Atlanta and the state of Georgia. What a marvelous moment for the country and the world. A black man is getting a standing ovation in the Deep South for breaking a record of an all-time baseball idol. And it is a great moment for all of us, and particularly for Henry Aaron, who was met at home plate, not only by every member of the Braves, but by his father and mother."

Nobody else -- not Hamilton nor Gowdy -- had that presence.

Vin.

*****

GOAT. We simply overuse that term.

But Susan had never heard it before. I used it to her talking about -- who else? -- Scully.

He's "The GOAT," I said.

I'm sure, somewhere, she wondered what that meant. Was that some kind of broadcasting term? Do broadcasters make noises like a goat?

"Oh, sorry. 'Greatest of All Time.'"

She got it. Why?

Vin.

*****

My phone and social media have buzzed all night.

It was best that I didn't know.

Yet, I couldn't sleep for some reason.

I knew. 

And I wouldn't have slept at all had I learned, with the news breaking literally just after I went to sleep.

Of course, I had posted a random Vin call just last night.

White Sox/Yankees, 8/2/85 at Yankee Stadium. Carlton Fisk tagged two players out within seconds on the same play.

But that's not what I wanted to post. Instead, I posted a Dave Winfield 10th-inning home run that tied this wacky game.

Why? The mellifluous call.

"High drive into deep left field. Back goes Nichols. Gone!"

Then? what else? 

Crowd noise.

It's obvious that this is my hero. Hero as in my dad. My mom. Athletes. Other "voices."

He could never be "Mr. Scully." He wouldn't allow it.

He was Vin.

This is a deep loss.

This is one of the few interviews I would have ever cared about doing and it was never meant to be.

So these thoughts are the first things that have come to my mind after learning the news and moving to the living room to watch some of the MLB Network coverage.

I'm simply overwhelmed.

He did football. Tennis. Golf. He hosted the Rose Bowl Parade. He had a talk show. He had a game show.

He called more no-hitters and perfect games than anyone and he's why I tell every broadcaster to spurn the notion of superstitions. A no-hitter is going on. It's our job to report it.

We're journalists. We're not the game. We're the conduit.

This is what he learned from Red Barber, the father figure who brought him to Brooklyn and molded him.

*****

While I never met him, I had a sense of him.

I can't say I knew him but it felt like I did.

And so, I say this with full confidence:

He'd hate this attention. But, he earned it, just as he did upon his retirement in 2016.

If I may, his retirement was like losing a friend. I watched and listened and got people who'd never watch and listen to such a thing, to join in.

We'll be talking about him forever, despite his notion that he'd just fade away.

We have the audio. At least, as much as we can. Sadly, his debut and how he closed the 1955 World Series are lost forever.

But we have the rest of it. The Dwight Clark "catch." The Don Larsen perfect game. The Rick Monday save of the American flag. The "little roller up along first." The moments from the LA Coliseum, when he taught Southern California about baseball.

Oh, that last part seems like an exaggeration (something he hated) but it's a fact. A further fact? He's the greatest sports hero in the history of Los Angeles.

The greatest.

The GOAT.

In every hall of fame, though I suppose Canton would be wise to recognize him for his football work.

I've sat here and rambled through these thoughts off the top of my brain.

I will finish simply with this.

I never had a mentor in broadcasting, though I've tried to be that for many.

Vin Scully, the plucky kid from Washington Heights who dazzled Brooklyn and became a cultural institution a coast away. The greatest sports broadcaster ever. A man of words and simplicity. 

Vin Scully.

He was my mentor.

I finish, sad. Devastated. 

And grateful.

"I would imagine the mound at Dodger Stadium is the loneliest place in the world," he said during Koufax's 1965 magnificence.

Vin, that might not be true.

Today, every broadcast booth is the loneliest place in the world.


Tuesday, August 02, 2022

Still Thinking of Thurman

 

More than 1,000 people (including members of the Yankees) waited outside of the Canton Civic Center on Aug. 6, 1979 in Canton, Ohio to pay their respects to Thurman Munson after Munson's funeral attended by more than 500 people including his family and the entire New York Yankees' team and many of their wives. Bobby Murcer, Lou Piniella, and George Steinbrenner are easy to spot. (New York Daily News)

Forty-three years have passed since we lost Thurman Munson.

Yankees fans -- and fans who have a heart -- still mourn this day as we do the anniversary of Roberto Clemente or, in a non-baseball sense, Kobe Bryant.

Still, with Thurman, it was different. Like Darryl Kyle, Lyman Bostock, and Jose Fernandez, his death happened during the season. Each one of those players was legit stars and bright lights in the baseball world.

Munson, however, was the captain of the Yankees -- the first one (however honorary the title is) since Lou Gehrig in 1939.  Munson was in the middle of a possible Hall of Fame career.

Munson was a true superstar, no worse than the third-best catcher in baseball at the time of his death. He, Carlton Fisk, and Johnny Bench were the clear big three with Bob Boone and Ted Simmons right there.

That takes nothing away from any of those other players but Munson had been on the postseason stage the previous three years.

Now, August 2, 1979, he was gone. Dead in an airplane crash.

His own airplane.

One that -- even if he had lived -- it's pretty clear he would not have walked out of thanks to the very nature of his injuries. It is in fact those injuries that led to his two passengers in the plane that day having to leave him. They could not get him out of his seat as the plane filled with smoke and flames.

Unimaginable.

Only 32 years old.

There are so many "what ifs" with Thurman.

Would he have gone to Cleveland after 1979, as had been rumored?

Would he come back to the Yankees in 1980?

Was he done as a catcher?

Could he still be a good hitter, given injuries were a factor?

Would he move to first base? His last game was at first base, in fact.

Would he be a designated hitter?

How would all of this impact the Yankees?

The Yankees weren't going to catch the Orioles in 1979. They were the clear best team in the American League that year.

But, what about 1980?

Or after?

How much longer does he play?

Instead, as death tends to do, everything is frozen.

Munson remains 32. His facial hair -- often grown to mess with George Steinbrenner -- is stuck in time, There's no gray to be found.

You can't help but think about Diana, his wonderful widow who has remained the face of the Munson family. You wonder how her life -- and the lives of their kids -- would have changed.

But, no. We're always left with the "what ifs" and the still profound sadness that older fans like me still feel.

I was 10 when it happened, gleefully flying around Longview Drive on my red and black Huffy bicycle and playing baseball in my yard. I was taking my swings on the side of the house day after day, targeting the swamp and empty lot across the street.

It felt like we were forced to grow up with this news.

In reality, that wasn't true but it was still a harsh reality.

For years, the Yankees would play a highlight montage of Thurman, with this sad guitar music underneath it. I could swear they continued to play that into the late 90s though perhaps not as often as they had years earlier.

The Stadium would grow extremely quiet as grown men and women gulped back tears. Then polite applause would rise until a crescendo of appreciation for number 15 sounded out.

He was our 70s captain, the one who wasn't supposed to be. The role of captain had been retired with the death of Lou Gehrig but that didn't stop George Steinbrenner. Munson, Graig Nettles, Ron Guidry, Willie Randolph, Don Mattingly, and of course, Derek Jeter have had the "job" since then.

Forty-three years later, we still mourn that dark day and that awful weekend, capped by the funeral and "The Bobby Murcer Game" that Monday night.

We still remember our Tugboat.

Our catcher.

Our champion and MVP.

Our number 15 forever.



Monday, August 01, 2022

The Champ and the Chump

 


On the day after Bill Russell died, we're learning the fate of Deshaun Watson.

One is clearly an all-time great man and athlete. A champion in every way, including for civil and human rights. A man of dignity. A force of will. A gentleman with a resourceful nature and a brilliant laugh.

He did nothing but win as a player, coach, and humanitarian.

The other is currently a quarterback for the Cleveland Browns who is accused of sexual misconduct by (at least) 25 women. In truth, how many others (answer: definitely more)?

Russell died and the world weeps.


Watson got suspended for six games and I've grabbed popcorn to watch the reaction.

Look, where there's smoke there's fire. Twenty-five women? That's a difficult thing to get past. Still, there is the old "innocent until proven guilty" just as has happened with others, including Ben Roethlisberger, who key parties in Georgia, in that case, said, in short, there wasn't enough to proceed with pressing charges.

No charges. Big Ben still got six games (later reduced) for violating the National Football League's personal conduct policy. It is arbitrary, to say the least.

We can add Kobe Bryant and even Pete Rose, whose name keeps coming up today. Charges were never pressed in Pete's case because the statute of limitations had expired. There was also never any proof on Pete (but it didn't look good).

Let's be clear: I am in no way defending Watson. Twenty-five is a large number. A terrible number. Should he get more games? Yes. Will the NFL pursue more games via appeal? Perhaps, unless they just want it to go away.

To be further clear, Watson didn't play last year. But he was paid. I'm just throwing all of the facts out for you.

What's fun is watching the virtue signaling and mansplaining, each dear soul trying to outdo the other in furthering their cause, having zero to do with the victims.

I realize so many of them tweet and retweet their little hearts out as white knight males in the hope that they're seen as heroes for women when, in fact, they're hoping their glass houses have tinted windows.

That way, you can't see how they chased nearly every female in their office, creating a rather awkward situation.

But, nah, play hero.

So, yeah, six games for Deshaun Watson.

For now.

Discuss.

Sunday, July 31, 2022

Judging the Home Run Race

 

(Photo: Getty Images via CBS Sports)

August begins tomorrow and Aaron Judge has 42 home runs.

Never one to jump onto hype, I avoid the home run chases and other statistical things until they get serious.

But then Judge hit his aforementioned 42nd home run and it suddenly struck me that he was 19 away from tying Roger Maris.

Roger Maris, left, and another Yankee

Maris, if you don't know, still holds the American League mark as well as the Yankees team mark. Of course, Babe Ruth hit 60 home runs in his epic 1927 season before Maris was heavily scrutinized in the pursuit of 61 home runs in 1961.

To many, 61 remains the mark even if it is not the record. In fact, the record book tells a different tale:

Courtesy Baseball Reference

Maris now sits in seventh place in all of baseball behind the six seasons in which a National League player passed his mark. 

Yet, when you look, you begin to figure they all have some things in common. Why don't I just stop beating around the bush: fair or unfair, they all have the stigma of using performance-enhancing drugs.

Much as I suspected, first when Mark McGwire reached 70 in 1998 and then when Barry Bonds set the mark at 73 in 2001, the court of public opinion has largely ruled.

Maris is still king in their eyes.


The Bonds support was especially glaring since it was obvious that he was using something both in his pursuit of the single-season and then the all-time home run titles. Generally, only San Francisco Giants fans and a few who don't care about steroid use ignore the transgressions.

Personally, I'm one who knows what the record book says. I feel, generally, that most fans were complicit in turning a blind eye ("chicks dig the long ball," remember?), and that hypocrisy is overwhelming.

The record lists Bonds at number one for both most home runs in a season and most in a career. That doesn't mean I like it. In fact, watching what Bonds, McGwire, and Sammy Sosa did made me sick. I felt no joy as I saw it happen.

The record book -- once sacred -- is fairly filthy to me for a lot of reasons. The inclusion of Negro League numbers isn't quite as fantastic as it has been made out to be. I was a big supporter of it at first but I don't think it will have the long-range positive impact that many want to believe.

But, most glaringly, is that we've lost the luster of those numbers we knew so well. Ruth's 714 and Hank Aaron's 755 sat as high as Will Mays' 660. 

Bonds has 762. I had to go look it up again.

We hold numbers sacred in baseball. Ted Williams and .406 in 1941 and Joe DiMaggio's 56 that same year. Most fans don't even need context. They know those numbers.

Cy Young has 511. It was even on his license plate. That's "wins" in case you didn't know.

But there is Barry Bonds with 762 and 73. And he can't sniff a spot in the Hall of Fame.

Should he? 

Well, yeah. He should. Look, I'll always view him with contempt for the records but they do exist. Chances are, you cheered it, just as you cheered McGwire and Sosa in 1998. You believe "they brought the game back."

I don't, mind you, but that's me. I knew they were both dirty then.

Still, we cheered, just as we did Rafael Palmiero or Roger Clemens or even Alex Rodriguez. 

See, I think the court of public opinion often gets it right. Just as I think Pete Rose should be in the Hall, I would put the 'roid users in. In the case of steroids, let's be crystal clear: there are already users in there.

One might have gone in just last week. Dirty water and all.

And, again, you likely cheered.

So let's stop being hypocrites. By putting those plaques in the gallery, the court of public opinion will be open. You can pass your judgment as you stroll past the plaques, each one a little fouler than the other.

The Hall of Fame is supposed to tell the story of the game and it doesn't do that by having Pete Rose's socks but his plaque.

One other thing: clubs like the Hall of Fame tend to ostracize those who don't belong and I don't necessarily suspect Bonds, etc would receive the kindest of welcomes. Still, each era had its thing so nobody is innocent.

Oh, and I've long said that for anyone like Pete Rose, let the plaque tell the story. Put it there that he was banned from baseball in 1989. The truth shall set you free!

My Hall of Fame is tough. Always has been. Numbers and how they stack up always play a part in my judging process. There are too many -- some who went in last Sunday -- who don't get my seal of approval but I don't have a say so what does it matter?

A borderline player gets a "no" from me. If I have to think about it, then they're not a Hall of Famer. However, the bar has been lowered greatly and it will be fascinating to see who gets admitted in the near future.

As for Aaron Judge, I'm not even thinking about anything other than wins and losses though 61 will be in the back of my mind with each home run he hits. History also hasn't been kind to home run kings. Though Ruth was on the mythical '27 Murder's Row team and Maris was on the '61 M&M Boys, neither Bonds, McGwire, or Sosa won rings in their big home run years.

If you know anything about Maris, for instance, the pressure of passing the Babe wore him down to the point he was losing his hair. A circus surrounded both Sosa and McGwire in 1998 and Bonds in 2001.

I'd prefer to see Aaron Judge just continue to do his thing.

And win a ring. 

That's the stated goal.

He needs 19 home runs over the last two months of the season to catch Roger Maris.

That's the only number I'll be noting.


(Oh, and Babe Ruth is still the GOAT of GOATS. Just in case you needed to read that.)

Saturday, July 30, 2022

24

 


I announced via a tweet today that I will almost certainly be back for my 24th season of high school football -- and my 25th overall as a sports play-by-play broadcaster -- beginning in late August or early September.

My first foray into football was as the guy in the studio. That led me to opening doors at WGCH that took me to winter sports before I got my first play-by-play chance, calling baseball on April 10, 1999. Football came along that fall.

The details aren't 100% finalized for 2022 but given the chat I had with a key person today, it should all come together quickly.

There's one more piece to the puzzle to work out but, once that's done, it's very likely that basically every Friday and Saturday will be spoken for from just after Labor Day until Thanksgiving.

There are still details, such as a lead analyst. Of course, yes, I fully expect Chris Erway to be along for most of the games. Still, there is the detail of how many games. Chris and I agreed that we would stay together if a team (or teams) wants us.

But there will be a few times where Chris can't make it and there's most likely a day where I will have a conflict. That day will include me stepping off a plane, coming home for a few hours, then going to one game. I'll be unable to get to the other game that day. I'll have to deal with that.

So, while I'm being vague, I guess I can let some of the basics leak: I'm back and, I suspect, we'll both be back.

I'll add that there were a few groups that reached out to me about calling their games. Maybe you can figure them out and maybe you can't. I was really pleased to be asked and would love to find a way to work with everyone but high school football isn't that forgiving. Generally, it's Friday. Saturday. Or nothing.

What I'm saying will become clearer when I'm able to release a schedule. I got verification today on one thing and the other is basically 75% good. There are still things to tidy up.

There was a brief moment when I considered ripping it all up and trying something else. I thought about an FCIAC Game of the Week and/or a Section 1 (New York) Game of the Week.

Still, at least for now, I'm a radio/audio guy, so that meant anything on my own would have to be on Robcasting without video. To some -- and this thrilled me for the Babe Ruth tourney -- that was enough. To others, it's not. I remember trying to add a Facebook video element just by including a cell phone feed along with the radio play-by-play. Of course, we got complaints. That was enough. Ungrateful people couldn't stay quiet. I ended it. 

But I have thought about video, especially with a videographer for a son.

As I've said so many times, the chemistry of a booth is so important. Chris and I work because we get each other. He knows my cadence and I know his. We're also very good friends and that helps. We rarely step on the other when talking because we know how annoying that is to you, the listener.

We know when to have fun and entertain you. We know when to tighten up and let the game drive the bus.

Rare times that one might have jumped the others' call have been met with a look of shock, an off-the-air apology, and laughter. 

Not everyone can say that. I was being told about a championship game tonight where the analyst jumped the play-by-play in a pivotal moment. The first time that happens, it's on the analyst. After that, the play-by-play announcer deserves a large share of the blame for not shutting it down.

When I would join Sean Ford at Dutchess Stadium, it was his booth. He'd give me plenty of room. He trusted me. But he was the man. The play-by-play is the lead, especially in places like high school sports where most likely the play-by-play is also the producer of the broadcast.

A good lead announcer knows how to make the call and get out of the way. The crowd can then dictate the moment before the analyst can drive him their point. It's a dance but, with proper footwork, it can be flawless.

I think about how Chris and I called the key moment in the 2015 FCIAC Championship Game in Stamford. Timmy Graham of Stamford rolled to his right and lobbed a pass to the back of the end zone. Hudson Hamill "climbed the ladder" to make the catch for a touchdown. I called it with some zest, amping myself up pretty high. Chris maintained that energy after initially letting the crowd noise roar. He then brilliantly broke it down.

The camera work and direction of our HAN Network colleagues added to that play.

It remains one of our finest moments.

I'm blessed -- and I've said this so many times -- to be able to have that kind of relationship with a number of great people who have joined me in the booth. They understood how it worked. I'm proud of myself to adjust to styles, whether it's Chris, whom I've known for basically 16 years now (what?!) or Ian Nicholas, who was basically thrown onto a Brunswick football game with me. Still, he's a professional and it worked well.

Even the times I brought in "non-pros" they still got it and, with practice, became professional in their own way. I immediately think of the times Harold joined me. He got it.

On the other hand, just walking away from the booth and handing the keys to any old person is a dangerous thing to do. There has to be a leader in the booth; a professional. This person must know how to open and close a broadcast, get to and from certain moments (such as the end of the inning, quarter, period, etc), and know to remain a professional at all times, adhering to basic stuff like language, description, and a certain modicum of not being a complete homer.

And give the score. A lot.

Oh, and don't say "we." Please. Don't.

The thing is, there's this idea that I'm this big meanie who hates this and that and doesn't like any other announcer. It's frankly not true. I've loved teaching people this business (and will be doing so again this week). I don't like people who think they're bigger than this business or who are complete narcissists. I don't like people who disrespect the business either.

I want to hear stories. Not stats, screaming, and nonsense. Not monotone either.

I actually want people to succeed. But I also want people to succeed who have earned it.

It should be a joy. An honor. It shouldn't be a circus or a bunch of over-the-top bon mots. It is, at the end of the day, still a reporting job (aka "journalism) so accuracy absolutely matters and exaggeration is tiring.

It will come as no surprise what teams I'm (likely) going to be broadcasting and I hope you join us for the ride. I look forward to making it all official.

Then begins the gathering of the rosters and getting to know the faces and families and securing space at games and having the proper equipment and transportation and wishing we had done it all better.

But we'll try. Just as I did in those nascent days of 1999. I can still see that raw, nervous guy -- still a kid in some ways -- walking to the booth at Fox Lane High School for that first call on WVIP (1310 AM).

Just days after signing off from baseball, fall begins to come into focus.

There's work to be done.

Friday, July 29, 2022

A Happy Day

 


Day after day, I write about life.

The posts are often about life and can almost have more of a diary feel even if I don't want them to.

There are plenty of days that are just blah.

Or blech.

Or depressing.

Then there are days that are simply great.

Maybe there's a reason and maybe there isn't. Maybe there are multiple reasons.

Maybe, sometimes, it's nobody's business.

Oh, it started normal enough.

Man wakes up.

Cat meows.

Man tries to get more sleep but, being middle-aged, has the reality that he needs to use the restroom.

Cat meows approvingly.

Man gets out of bed.

Cat gets food.

Cat wins.

Man does radio interview.

End scene.

Or fin.

Anyway, the day goes on. He goes out to grab breakfast and pick up things for the house.

And life just happens from there.

Even the trip to pick things up becomes an odyssey but there's something maniacally wonderful about it.

Breakfast on the west side of Greenwich. Then drive across Greenwich on US 1 looking for something.

Almost to the Stamford line.

Then?

Turn around and go clear across US 1. As in, the way he just came from.

The mission ends just outside of Greenwich. In Port Chester. In New York.

Yes, New York is always the answer. Including about pizza.

Back home.

Life goes on from there. Things to do, people to talk to, maybe even people to see. Continuing to plot and clean and adjust to apartment life.

Cat meows numerous times.

Before the day is over, joy will register in various and sundry ways.

Always various and sundry ways.

Even the radio show is energetic but not explosive.

A wonderfully kind social media post creates more good feelings.

A comment: If you love listening to baseball games on the radio(and I do) then his call of all of the games is something to behold. He gave the boys the same respect as if they were pros. He was awesome!

Joy. Kindness. Glad tidings. Recognizing the blessings and accepting it. And it is humbling because not everyone gets that kind of love and respect.

In the evening there's an urge to go out and, yet, it can wait.

Why not start early tomorrow?

So it's moving some stuff around and pondering a new TV stand and is it time to go to Ikea yet and should the TV(s) be mounted on the wall?

Oh, and dinner. That was whipped up also.

And maybe the foundation of a vacation plan. An idea came about.

And a business trip is booked for September.

This was my day.

It sounds mundane.

Yet it was joyous. Blissful. Full of fresh starts.

And every day should feel like this.

We all deserve such days.

Thursday, July 28, 2022

The Character Clause

 


A fine character actor named Bernard Cribbins has died.

It's quite possible you have seen his work though admittedly his work was almost entirely in England and I don't know how much "telly" or film he did in the US.

Still, to many (me), he will be known as Wilfred Mott, the grandfather of Donna Noble on "Doctor Who." He wound up as a brief companion to David Tennant's tenth doctor. He also served as a companion as a separate character to Peter Cushing, who played The Doctor (billed as "Doctor Who") in the 1966 film "Daleks' Invasion Earth 2150 A.D. "

It was a sad day for Whovians, such as Sean who was pretty bummed when I told him the news.

Cribbins was 93.

But it got me thinking about characters. What makes us latch onto them? I'm sure there are deep thoughts about familiarity and comfort and we allow ourselves to feel like we know them but, honestly, they're individuals on our screen.

Sometimes we see ourselves or people we know in these characters.

Now, I realize there are levels to this. There are people who feel literally nothing and there are others who fully invest and, as such, are crestfallen when they're gone.

For me, I immediately think of the gut-wrenching departure of McLean Stevenson, who played Lieutenant Colonel Henry Blake on "M*A*S*H." Not only are there the initial comedic hijinks leading up to his farewell when the character is saluted by  "Radar" O'Reilly, but then there is...

(For the love of "Hot Lips" Houlihan do I really need to say SPOILER ALERT here?)

So, after Blake flies away on a chopper, O'Reilly receives news that Blake was killed in a plane crash. It's a tour de force of television -- one of the most famous scenes in history -- but it also takes me back to the original point: why do we invest to where we become emotional?

With the passing of Cribbins today, I went down the rabbit hole of the last time Wilfred sees The Doctor. His granddaughter Donna has just gotten married and everyone is outside of the church. Donna, who no longer remembers The Doctor, is impervious in the moment.

But Wilfred is very much impacted by the site of his friend. The Doctor, in fact, goes around to see his companions one last time. The site of Sarah Jane Smith, always near the top of the list of most popular companions, is cause for tissues.

But the site of Mott saluting The Doctor and crying leaves the toughest soul beaten.


Again, why?

Of course, it has to be the investment of emotion in general. As a viewer, some of us allow ourselves to immersed in the story. We suspend things and get taken away.

From there, I really went deep, watching a half hour's worth of every regeneration in the history of "Doctor Who" and, again, there is a lot of emotional stuff in there. The toughest for me, personally, is the regeneration of the eleventh doctor (Matt Smith) to the twelfth (Peter Capaldi) in which all of the feels come out.

The site of his friend and companion Amy Pond is a wrecking moment. His final monologue, as well as that of Capaldi's a few years later, is incredibly poignant.

"I will not forget one line of this," The Doctor (Smith) says. "Not one day. I swear. I will always remember when the Doctor was me."

And I currently have a lump in my throat.

So whether it's Michael Scott on "The Office" or one of the myriad other character departures that I just read about tonight, it makes me think about why we invest in these people when, so often, the actors are nothing like the characters.

But we adore and respond to their characters.

Scott's departure from Dunder Mifflin is a mixed bag of comedy and emotion, perfect for a lighthearted "mockumentary" like "The Office."

Yet (SPOILER) when Scott returns in the series finale, it presses every button.

That's what she said, of course.

It strikes me that perhaps the only characters one never really "felt" anything for were the main four on "Seinfield." While funny, they weren't necessarily likable so we didn't quite reach for the Kleenex when the show ended.

Now consider the gruesome death of Adriana La Cerva on "The Sopranos." Was there an attachment to her? Or is it the pure awfulness of her demise that left us so speechless? Or both?

I also wonder how people can't feel anything. For me, there's an investment in who and what is on my screen, be it fictional characters or Brian Piccolo in "Brian's Song" ("I love Brian Piccolo. And I'd like all of you to love him too. And tonight, you hit your knees, please ask God to love him.").

Or Vin Scully's last game broadcast. Let's not go there.

So I'm sure that it comes down to emotional ties and the willingness to embrace that. 

At least that's what I think it is.

Wednesday, July 27, 2022

From Trumbull to Fishkill


Before I turn into a pumpkin at midnight (it's 11:35 p.m. as I begin typing) allow me to congratulate Pittsfield, MA on their victory in the 13U Babe Ruth New England regional.

Thanks, of course, to the amazing volunteers and everyone involved with Trumbull Babe Ruth. Kudos, all.

Thanks for putting up with me and my voice for six days. 

It's an exhausting and profoundly wonderful experience.

Thanks to Tri-County, Maine and Waterford, CT and Quincy, MA and North Providence/Smithfield, RI and Keene, NH, and Three Corners, VT.

Amazing and fun.

If there's a tourney in Trumbull next year, I'll be interested for sure. If there's a tourney in the area, I might be interested in that also.

Who knows what life will be like next July?


*****

"The Martian" has landed


The day ended hours later at Dutchess Stadium where I was on the public address mic for Renegades/Cyclones. 

I got my first look at Jasson Dominguez ("The Martian") and you can tell he's quite good. Tonight wasn't his night but, then again, it wasn't the Renegades' night.

Lace 'em up and get 'em again tomorrow. Baseball is great that way.


But tonight will be remembered for the home run that Derek Blau hit. Derek is seven and had a condition called Chiari Malformation. With successful surgery, Derek is doing fine.

He said thank you to his doctors and nurses with a video on the board at the stadium. Then, with both teams forming a diamond, he "homered" off Rick Zolzer and ran the bases, high-fiving each player and coach.

It was one of the cooler and more touching things I've seen.

Well done, Derek.

Also, well done, Gades and Cyclones.

And my time is up. Time to resume whatever normal is.